mish him a lot .

mish my love .!!

hmm .lmEw da aQ asEw x BERblogging .agak rndu gto .huhuhu .tp an ,pham2 jEw lor law aQ cam rjin ngat nk wt entry nie .msti aQ dEw story an ?ctEw nya cmnie .td aQ dEw kuar g kbmall .cm sdh gto .aQ tggu pnya tggu owg yg jnji ngan aQ uw .tp x smpai2 .mjur aQ lor aQ nie ngan kwn .law x emg aQ "DIKIR" jgk lor kt kbmall td .huhuhu .tp bkn sal nie aQ nk gtAw .tp sal "my papa" hmm .kbmall dEw bkEw kdai bru nmEw F.O.S .n 2owg kwn aQ dEw krja kt cnie .msEw aQ msk lam kdai nie .aQ sjEw jEw pg jmpEw ngan dowg .msEw aQ jmpEw ngan mc'na uw .mc'na pom story kt aQ .dia ktEw smlm "my papa" dEw dtg cnie .hmm .dia ktEw "my papa" mkin encEm gto .wah ! aQ jd pnasaran ngat nk tgk "my papa" nie .btl kEw dia da encEm .coz sblm nie , dia mnEw dEw encem pom .huhuhu .jhat aQ an ?huhuhu .tp aQ ckp btl aw .stakt mkEw kacuk mixed bara gto .rmai an ?hohoho .bkn  dia sowg .tp dri story kwn aQ nie ,dia da mkin PUTEH .tp an ,sjak blEw "my papa" HITAM or GELAP ??coz dia da emg PUTEH .myB skrg da mkin PUTEH an ?n dgr ktEw da smpan "MIGUT" ."MIGUT" nie aQ pggl coz dia dk tgh2 antara misai n jggut .yg kt bwah bibir bwah uw .owg pggl pEw erk ?huhuhu .hentam sjEw lEr .huhuhu .misai pom dia da smpan kit2 ,nmpak matured ngat .n aQ pom leh bygkn gak cmnEw rpEw "my papa" skrg .aQ thu cmnEw mkEw dia .sbb msEw kapel ari uw ,aQ da prnah suh dia smpan bndEw uw .sbb aQ da leh bygkn cmnEw mkEw dia blEw dia smpan bndEw uw .huhuhu .aQ tol2 rndu dia .aQ rndu dia cgt2.klau laa aQ ngan dia emg x dEw jdoh . 

hati aQ ..

"tlg laa ya allah .bg aQ lpaskn dia ngan spnuh hati aQ tnpa ragu .aQ btul2 cnta n cygkn dia .tp klau aQ bkn jodoh yg sesuai buat dia .tolong laa ya allah .redhakn aQ .redhakn diri aQ .ssgghnya aQ hanya inginkn dia bhagia dgn smua yg dia ada bersama org yg dia cyam" ."cyam ma kt pa ,ibarat air terjun yg mngalir tidak penah hnti n kering .ma nk pa taw ,wlau dgn siapa pm ma skrg or pa ada skrg .ma x kn prnh lpakn pa .utk cuba pm ma x nk" ."ma PERLUkn pa ngat2" ."ma thu ,pa still ingt prangai ma cmnEw .n pa knEw ingt sbb law bkn prangai ma nie cmnie .ktEw x kn kkal smpai 5taon pa" ."ma tol2 HARGAI pa .ma x pnah lpakn wlaupm yg jd" .

ALLAHUAKBAR !!

hmm .

 aQ n dia da lalui bnyk ngat kngan smpai aQ x sggp nk pdamkn dri ingtn aQ coz knagn uw emg manis utk dikeng n emg phit utk dilpakn .pa ,hari nie sy jd cmnie bkn sbb sy dgr awk makin encEm .tp sbb sy emg da tol2 rndukan awk .i'm going sick pa !i'm going sick coz of dis such thing !ma x kn lpaskn pa .ma akn ingt smpai blEw2 smua yg pa gtAw n jnji ngan ma msEw ktEw kapEl dulu .ilove u 4 who u are .i'm really appreaciate u more than any single one .i want u be my papa like before . 
I love you before , I love you now , I love you later , I love you forever ! (just remember that and love me the same way) . ♥ ♥ ♥

love u more n more n more .:)

p/s : still berharap aQ,nur fitriah sajidah bt md . aristotle akn kapel blk ngan my pa,muhd syahmi bin idris .

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